heart matters... help!

[hemorrhagedheart]

I have this dilemma.

I just broke up with my best friend. Well, he’s the very best friend I ever had and we were together as a couple. The thing is we fell in love first before we grew to be the best of friends. But then there came a time when I realized that we were still together not because I’m still in love with him but because I’ve been aching so much for a best friend that I won’t let go. So we broke up.

He still loves me just as much and even though I’ve been pushing him off he’s still there, patiently waiting for me to fall in love with him again. And here comes this guy.

I had a crush on him. Until I realized I was already in love again. As in. I’ve checked and I know for sure that I love this guy not because I’m just on the rebound or what but I do. The problem is, I don’t suppose he would ever like me back. He doesn’t have a girl friend. Though many has a crush on him. He’s sort of like a celebrity but he’s not. He knows I exist, he knows me. I know I’m headed for heartache but still I can’t deny the fact that I love him.

If I don’t want to get hurt I would have to go back to my ex. But that would be unfair to him. If I continue what I’m feeling I’ll be like killing myself, but that’s the truth!! What am I to do? Help!!

One thing I know… I’m not loving just to be happy…

[louise]

okay, parang nagiging dear madel na ito ha!

anyway, i sympathize with you. kaya lang, you really have to know who do you really love, and be ready to face whatever are the possible outcome of your decisions.

should you decide to go for the guy you say you love but was rejected, could you take it?

would you be willing to lose a best friend? from what i can sense, you are merely infatuated with the other guy.

love is gamble. hindi pwedeng magmahal nang hindi masasaktan. it's the other side of the coin. it's a package deal. if you're ready to take such risks, then go ahead, live your life to the full. good luck!

[gorgeousbitch]

grabe super bigat naman di ko yata ma carry. i know how you feel, when you think you're falling in love with someone whom you think will never gonna love you back no matter how hard you try. well that's life it sucks,always does and always will.but to go back to your bestfriend just bcoz he loves you is the worst you could ever do to him so please spare him from any heartache that is atleast you could do. most people dont usually get what they want. you can't force someone to love you back just bcoz you love them or you can't commit your self to someone just bcoz they love you thats not love.i hope theres an easy way in breaking one's heart but apparently there is none.so get over it as fast as you can.